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By Victoria Polmatier | 9:28 AM PDT, Thu March 29, 2018

I thought I was ready to let it go,
but not quite yet.
His artwork from one of the
mental facilities he visited.
First, it was the mask.
I thought to throw it away—
I think it’s in a box somewhere.
The leafy green drawing,
not sure what it is.
I cut out the white parts
and used it to decorate my board.
His Starry Night—
imitation of Vincent van Gogh.
It’s not perfect,
but he caught the essence.
That was his gift—
catching the essence of the moment.
I put it in the recycle then sat in my car.
I couldn't do it.
Sobbing, I pulled it back from it's end.
I thought I was ready to let it go,
but not quite yet.

Poetry

It seems I’ve been bridging worlds much of my life in one way or another. The writings here are a kind of bridge with the early writings starting in 2007 with articles aimed at Gardening and Aquaponics. I continued to garden but my writing moved more toward Wisdom or Life Lessons and Wellness. After my son’s death by suicide in 2016, Poetry became a big piece of my world as I tried to make sense of the tragedy of his death.

These days my writing is varied. I participate in two weekly writing groups, one where we write to prompts and the other where we journey and then write about what we've learned. Much of this is under
Magic and Mystical.

How do you read this jumble of topics? You can read what’s latest, type a word into Search and see what comes up, or select a Topic from the Blog Content below. However you read, I hope you enjoy it.

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  • Wisdom and Life Lessons (opens in new tab)
  • Play and Humor (opens in new tab)
  • Poetry (opens in new tab)
  • Grief, Death and Dying (opens in new tab)
  • Surrender (opens in new tab)
  • Sexuality (includes Sex Abuse) (opens in new tab)
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  • Gardening
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